except for the wine

My doctor is clinically insane, hehe, , , and I can’t stop laughing, , , hehe, , ,

She is just so strange. . . 12 red blood cells, ,, (two above the norm) and she sends me to surgery.

Poorly hormonal status and she gives me 50 mcg of estrogen, which is quite a moderate (not a small) dose.… Read the rest

i love you xox

It is a strange feeling. . .
The love, , , basically. . . and the idea, that it might all work out!
And the love.

I can’t find the reasons, the other worldly feelings.… Read the rest

ouch… a long night

I feel so sad.
So lost.

When I talk to some of the medical professionals it seems more likely that this is ‘all in my head’.
In the middle of the night, alone and out of runway, the story in my head feels a lot more real somehow.… Read the rest