I feel so much better after an afternoon nap. And the wool has fallen from my eyes. I think I need to start dating in the real world so that I can find someone who actually wants to be in my life and my world.… Read the rest
On the topic of good byes
The fact is that neither Mouse or Astro are showing up in my life. And I don’t believe it would be in my best interests to be exclusive with either of them without some kind of concrete level of commitment.
one thing is true.… Read the rest
Sadness today
The other major fault line is your partner and kids.
it still hurts when I think of it.
you intimated that you were sorry at one point and I soldiered on.
you are intimate with her, and then you hit me up.… Read the rest
Music for Mouse
the truth is that if that day (I thought) was your birthday I did consider what I could put in a playlist for Mouse, however, it was just too painful to contemplate.
it is hard to talk today, however I need to communicate the fact that I am planning to leave on some level.… Read the rest
ummmm, , , and
PS. Sorry I didn’t say anything earlier.
It felt so good to laugh. Thank you.
I do understand the imperative on some level.… Read the rest
it makes me want to cut you off/ignore you
I feel annoysed , , ,
Mouse talks in my ideas and it is peeving me off. I literally have nothing of this person, or next to nothing.… Read the rest
sad, bum face
Out in the world, Mouse looks annoysed, , , a bit grumpy. . .
There is a block in my soul when I think of getting on an aeroplane and going into the great unknown.
As you say, I will get splinters!!… Read the rest
suggesting what?
It doesn’t feel right for some reason. . . I mean. . .
Maybe, lady.
What if he is upset? What is it going to take?… Read the rest
interesting ideas
Mouse suggested another wintry season, , ,
I am wondering what would happen,
If I were over there.… Read the rest
rainy outside!! :-o
It is raining nowww?? (Are you serious?) – – – after yesterday, that seems a bit Emily Strange. . .… Read the rest