I could catch the train up on Saturday.
10 hours, or hundreds of dollars for the plane, is a long way to come without at least knowing we will catch up.
Can we make a plan?… Read the rest
Blah LaLa
the things I am supposed to do
Blahhhh.
It feels like a critical misstep perhaps, , , since, this is the last long weekend before Easter, , , and, , , Easter feels like a different world.
It is not so nice. To think that it was up to me to make the trip, and, , , do what?!?… Read the rest
fizzle
I am starting to come good. . .
And the reason why I am not heading up to the coast this weekend is because my Dad is coming down here for a family commitment.
It feels like something is unravelling, and that makes sense to me.… Read the rest
climbing this stumbling block
Downloading this moment in time,
So that I can get the motivation to work, work, work.
Not sure that it is going to happen. I need someone to hold my hand, apparently, , , lol… Read the rest
grinding irritable
Irritability to the max.
And it is all my fault.
There is nothing to be gained by complaining.
It just drives the tone of life down.
Even if the substance of it is true.
Niggling aggravations are so magnified in this time of my life.… Read the rest
for people
If only I could carve out a little nook for mutual nurturance on this rainy Monday morning.
A little place on the web, or in the real world, that felt like a warm hug, or sinking into a brightly coloured bean bag for support.… Read the rest
no help at hand
Soooooooooooooooo,
I feel too nauseous to eat and too listless to write.
I should eat.
A piece of tofu.
I should write.
Just to maybe say that I have nothing medical to save me in the short term.
I am going to have to ride this out.… Read the rest
maybe maybe
I do think that it might be a particularly good idea.
Even if my neurology is effed up.
O.u.c.h… excitement.
I am hoping you will tell me what you think.… Read the rest
a peak at sunshine
I want to say it is a spiffing idea.
I want to say ‘I would love to come and visit’. Especially when there is something so nice happening.
And I am feeling pretty average.
Conversation is not easy right now.
It sucks beyond every measure.… Read the rest
tables turn – out of nowhere
I am so tired.
And since increasing my medication peri is kicking my butt.
It was you who has strung me along all this time without getting in touch.
Now, I am at a particularly low ebb. . . and you throw that concept into the mix.… Read the rest