be happy :-)

i have some news that might cheer Mouse upppp!!

I have a one way ticket to the coast later in October. I am not sure when I will return to Melbs, but we do have the whole summer ahead of us!!… Read the rest

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I feel so much better after an afternoon nap. And the wool has fallen from my eyes. I think I need to start dating in the real world so that I can find someone who actually wants to be in my life and my world.… Read the rest

On the topic of good byes

The fact is that neither Mouse or Astro are showing up in my life. And I don’t believe it would be in my best interests to be exclusive with either of them without some kind of concrete level of commitment.

one thing is true.… Read the rest

Sadness today

The other major fault line is your partner and kids.

it still hurts when I think of it.

you intimated that you were sorry at one point and I soldiered on.
you are intimate with her, and then you hit me up.… Read the rest

Music for Mouse

the truth is that if that day (I thought) was your birthday I did consider what I could put in a playlist for Mouse, however, it was just too painful to contemplate.

it is hard to talk today, however I need to communicate the fact that I am planning to leave on some level.… Read the rest

sad, bum face

Out in the world, Mouse looks annoysed, , , a bit grumpy. . .

There is a block in my soul when I think of getting on an aeroplane and going into the great unknown.

As you say, I will get splinters!!… Read the rest