Personal blog
A familiar muggy listlessness.
It comes from a broken night’s sleep,
And no plans for this Saturday night.
It feels like tortured silence.
I would go for a bike ride, but the sun goes down in 45 minutes and I don’t have lights on my bike.… Read the rest
I am so over it.
These electronic marks feel like crumbs – they feel like nothing.
You don’t want to talk to me. And,
I want out.… Read the rest
I hear unfamiliar sounds – they remind me of you.
You may know – how much I adore you.
And yet, you are not waiting for me – there is no one in the garden.
We create, but we don’t connect.… Read the rest
I am grumpy – that is true. . . And I am feeling tired of treating these crumbs like they are a meal.
None of you wants to talk to me. I think that is all I need to know.
What would life be like without these situationships?… Read the rest
It’s the weekend!~ Hooray 😀
Tomorrow I can do whatever (as long as whatever includes laps and a sauna!), , ,
It is not likely to be a very FUN day for me, given that I will be reducing my medication by a quarter this evening.… Read the rest
I am not 100% sure what this abstinence or silence is supposed to be achieving.
If there is an imperative here, perhaps those affected can speak to it.… Read the rest
i have some news that might cheer Mouse upppp!!
I have a one way ticket to the coast later in October. I am not sure when I will return to Melbs, but we do have the whole summer ahead of us!!… Read the rest
I feel so much better after an afternoon nap. And the wool has fallen from my eyes. I think I need to start dating in the real world so that I can find someone who actually wants to be in my life and my world.… Read the rest
The fact is that neither Mouse or Astro are showing up in my life. And I don’t believe it would be in my best interests to be exclusive with either of them without some kind of concrete level of commitment.
one thing is true.… Read the rest
The other major fault line is your partner and kids.
it still hurts when I think of it.
you intimated that you were sorry at one point and I soldiered on.
you are intimate with her, and then you hit me up.… Read the rest