I can’t sleep now!
Something has come into my world and given me a shock – like caffeine or adrenaline.
The garden effect
Sitting in the sun, dreaming of having my hands in the dirt of a garden, surrounded by nature.
i am hopeful that the coffee will revive me (it tasted pretty crappy – I am spoilt by my corner shop). I felt like maybe if I got out of the house and got moving I might get the tiniest bit of energy.… Read the rest
so I have bathed it in effervescent aspirin
Any wonder I have a headache!!
two beers, half a bottle of white wine, a very small glass of red wine, and a small glass of gin and tonic. . . what was I thinking!?
Now my head hurts, , ,… Read the rest
late night chill perhaps – i don’t feel so good
I need to bathe my mind in warm, effervescent apple juice 🙂
Maybe I will just go and take a shower, , , but I need something lovely. . . something calming, , , my brain is fried.… Read the rest
strangled silence
A familiar muggy listlessness.
It comes from a broken night’s sleep,
And no plans for this Saturday night.
It feels like tortured silence.
I would go for a bike ride, but the sun goes down in 45 minutes and I don’t have lights on my bike.… Read the rest
when is enough already?
I am so over it.
These electronic marks feel like crumbs – they feel like nothing.
You don’t want to talk to me. And,
I want out.… Read the rest
BigYuki – John Connor 1
I hear unfamiliar sounds – they remind me of you.
You may know – how much I adore you.
And yet, you are not waiting for me – there is no one in the garden.
We create, but we don’t connect.… Read the rest
peeved off
I am grumpy – that is true. . . And I am feeling tired of treating these crumbs like they are a meal.
None of you wants to talk to me. I think that is all I need to know.
What would life be like without these situationships?… Read the rest
the weekend is upon us
It’s the weekend!~ Hooray 😀
Tomorrow I can do whatever (as long as whatever includes laps and a sauna!), , ,
It is not likely to be a very FUN day for me, given that I will be reducing my medication by a quarter this evening.… Read the rest
for what purpose, exactly?
I am not 100% sure what this abstinence or silence is supposed to be achieving.
If there is an imperative here, perhaps those affected can speak to it.… Read the rest