I am bored.
I want something exciting to get involved in.
What could that something beeeeee?
Walking home in the rain was intense this afternoon. I have never seen rain like it in Melbourne. Nothing that heavy.… Read the rest
Blah LaLa
a little less invested
Estrogen is an interesting beast.
This morning I realised that I feel a little jealous.
It suddenly seemed like a waste of effort to invest in relationships that are so obviously side projects from your main relationship.
Although I am talking to a few people right now, I am not sure that I am a fan of non-monogamy.… Read the rest
no motivation to speak of!!
i don’t feel like writing.
I don’t feel like working.
A walk out in the blustery weather would be ideal.
But I need to wait for two parcels to get delivered.
And, , , … Read the rest
pills with benefits, hehe
Maybe I just won’t buy alcohol anymore!!!
It has been done before!!
I feel good sometimes, lately.
Happy too 🙂… Read the rest
except for the wine
My doctor is clinically insane, hehe, , , and I can’t stop laughing, , , hehe, , ,
She is just so strange. . . 12 red blood cells, ,, (two above the norm) and she sends me to surgery.
Poorly hormonal status and she gives me 50 mcg of estrogen, which is quite a moderate (not a small) dose.… Read the rest
not even slightly ideal
Hmmmmmm, haha. . .
I am not convinced, I have to say!!
A walk was nice, , , , but I am filled to the gills with something. . .
And I am also extremely tipsy, , , which is just not like me at all.… Read the rest
no – don’t think so!
If only I could switch the music.
And come to my senses.
I have an idea.
Such a strange world to inhabit.… Read the rest
hormones for what exactly?
It is very strange.
I am very trashed.
And it is not normal for me.
or something that I aspire to be.
I am a pin cushion.
what IS this crap?… Read the rest
love and reading socks
it is funny, no?
it is a big joke.
and we are going to be ok.
because we love our friends, and love our world. and love our enemies.
Or just because love will find a way, , , xx… Read the rest
i love you xox
It is a strange feeling. . .
The love, , , basically. . . and the idea, that it might all work out!
And the love.
I can’t find the reasons, the other worldly feelings.… Read the rest