This is not ideal.
Not a very precise way of having a conversation.
And it always reflects badly on me.
Joining the dots, when there may be none.
So, I don’t know if that was you talking about spasms and shudders.
And I am growing very weary of putting myself up here in this vulnerable way.
It doesn’t make me feel good about myself.
Not to mention what it suggests about your intentions.
I think that if you don’t want to connect now, you are never going to want to.
Does that sound about right?