Personal blog
I could read back, I guess.
I am loath to do so,
Based on the absolute hell that my morning was,
Due to reading and reflecting on that chapter of my blog,
Last night.
The biggest mistake I ever made,
(And I did this a few times),
Was assuming that I knew what you thought, or felt,
Or what you were doing.… Read the rest
I am a little bored if I am honest,
Hehe.
Thinking that perhaps the natural tendency,
To withdraw from leisure activities,
When my wheels have all come off,
Is starting to resolve by now.
A Friday night feels like it might be a fun time out in the world.… Read the rest
The world feels a little stranger,
For having seen something so raw,
Come from my soul.
The sensory memory of ‘place’,
Brightens these moments.
A different view.… Read the rest
Sit around the speaker,
Like it is a fire.
On a cold evening,
Music warms my soul,
With sad, beautiful songs.… Read the rest
People are precious,
I will say that.
I freeze,
Because that is what the misattunement does to me.
But writing fills the chasm in my soul,
And music paints colours of my emotions.
Tomorrow is not guaranteed.… Read the rest
Feeling like I need to let off steam,
It took me all day,
to gather the elements and the effort,
for two social media posts,
In between other jobs,
And conversations.
It is a nice life,
Something a bit different today,
I felt like building.… Read the rest
What fun.
A cosy autumn evening.
The rain is pouring down outside,
And I am contemplating which pet topic to delve into tonight.… Read the rest
I feel the REALITY of this situation,
In my body.
It is a disgusting kind of sickness.
And I LOVE IT!!
It feels so real.
I love coming home to my body.
This is the sickening reality,
Of this business.… Read the rest
We were never in the world,
You and I.
You don’t know what my streets look like,
On the way to get dessert.
And I have no memory of any part of you.… Read the rest
Slam into that wall.
Letting go has never been easy.
And so I go, kicking and screaming,
Through the door to where…
A place in the world,
You are not there.… Read the rest