Category: connection (page 4)

Dog love

Little Molly is so adorable,

So lovable,

So sweet.

She is standing on the couch just looking at me,

With love in her eyes.

I had to go over and give her a big hug.… Read the rest

beyond the hurt

The way you treat me really hurts,

And I am not sure that writing here is taking me somewhere good.

Writing, yes.

And maybe it is worth putting up with the hurt,

But where is this place taking me, really?… Read the rest

directions

I won’t know if you have visited my world until tomorrow.

And so, all that is left is to make moves towards what feels like vitality.

Writing does feel like vitality,

When it doesn’t try to piece together a conversation,

Where there may not be one,

Or the meaning is not clear.… Read the rest

red wine and hugs

As much as it was a totally hare brained scheme (hehe),

I wish you were here tonight.

Hanging out with the doggies makes me feel like I want hugs, heh.

It is nice to see you though 🙂

Sorry I haven’t responded to what you mentioned about no contact yesterday.… Read the rest

interesting way of being

Good afternoon,

It is nice to see a bit more of you today!

I am not going to lie – I have missed you lately.

My afternoon has opened up with a cancellation.

I feel so wobbly! Haha.

So unsure of myself, and prone to mistakes.… Read the rest

the struggle

I have been feeling really crappy these past couple of days,

And I don’t have the energy to devote to talk about this disagreement.

I am sorry that I dismissed the issue yesterday.

I was frustrated.

And I am not feeling confident in my emotional responses at the moment.… Read the rest

convenient

I think we need to make something explicit,

And that is that this thing we are doing,

Is nothing more than mutually convenient.

We are never going to meet up.

We are not moving towards a relationship.

Is this sounding about right to you?… Read the rest

Good

I was just about to say!!!

‘I think you should come back’.

What harm does it do, really?

Haha, apart from triggering psychosis,

Engaging through some disembodied channel,

The trauma,

And the disrespect.

It’s not THAT bad. Haha.

But I think we should be friends.… Read the rest