Category: connection (page 5)

Ice cold.

Why won’t it just die?… Read the rest

A deeper and deeper hole.

Share something vulnerable,

Notice the lack of energy in return.

Feel myself spinning.

Realise what is happening,

And make plans to cut you off.

So, that you can’t hurt me again.

Repeatedly,

Until I couldn’t care less,

I guess.… Read the rest

What a fun direction for this evening to take,

And grounded more in our bodies than our minds.

At least in spirit.

For now it is a nice idea.… Read the rest

Reach out to connect,

But it is a collection of inconsistencies,

So, it feels safer to assume,

That this is random.

Perhaps we share some interests,

All the better for reading, exploring and learning. 🙂… Read the rest

Hmmmm, right.

May I ask what you are doing here?

Because you don’t want to talk to me.

What do you tell yourself?

I don’t believe it is me,

That you want.… Read the rest

Anything that I do,

Is worth considering,

If it has the potential for growth.

And I am wondering,

If the reason why you remain anonymous to me,

Is because you are not who I think you are.

No judgment,

But this would be a good time to let me know.… Read the rest

I want to write.

But, I don’t want to have a conversation,

Where the only things that are real,

Are things that I have said.

This is conversation based on false assumptions,

And the hype.

And so,

What to doooo?… Read the rest

Don’t think that you are aware,

Of how much this space,

Can grind me into the ground,

When it gets going.

Twice triggering psychosis,

Decimating my self esteem.

It feels like you don’t care,

About any of that.… Read the rest

Tucked up inside like a little possum,

Don’t feel like writing.

We are all of us ambivalent,

In any case.

Not in, and not out.

Just stuck in some bleak in-between place.… Read the rest

Not sure if this is 100% over,

But you are certainly not around,

And I feel curious about moving on.… Read the rest