because

The monster in my mind about your situation in life, or perhaps even your motives for being here is particularly big, revolting and nasty.

Happy to be corrected of course, but that doesn’t seem to be your style.

I am not important to you.… Read the rest

school holidays

funny how it is school holidays in NSW now. i don’t think this is the first time you have disappeared during the school holidays. you are probably all in some idyllic location.

maybe that is why you don’t want to get in touch either.… Read the rest

not good for me

This is not ideal.

Not a very precise way of having a conversation.

And it always reflects badly on me.

Joining the dots, when there may be none.

So, I don’t know if that was you talking about spasms and shudders.… Read the rest