Personal blog
Hello, are you asking me to come back for a visit?
I could use the blue, the green and the hugs,
But what happens if I make the trip and we don’t connect?
Another branch to climb out on a limb,
And risk hurting my heart,
An opportunity for you to ignore me again.… Read the rest
This is not ideal.
Not a very precise way of having a conversation.
And it always reflects badly on me.
Joining the dots, when there may be none.
So, I don’t know if that was you talking about spasms and shudders.… Read the rest
Hmmmm. It is all very interesting. . . I hope you aren’t expecting me to come and visit. I feel the same way I did about it 9 months ago. In other words ‘why should I?’ How much work am I expected to do, while you do the bare minimum?… Read the rest
what’s up? I get the sense that something is bothering you.
And I am starting to feel resentful about all the emotional labour I have to do, for us.
I am at a low ebb because my night has been filled with thoughts about how my readers (or people I read), want to harm me.… Read the rest
Good morning,
I can’t believe that I deleted all that ‘rubbish’, and yet here I am doing it all again!
It is not ideal.
But there is only one month until our deadline, so I feel there is an endpoint to this.… Read the rest
It would be nice to consider you a friend,
Someone who cares about me.
It seems possible today.
Reminding me of more cleaning up to be done.
My real lingering question is,
How could you still be here with me,
When I go into these holes of messiness and chaos,
Over and over again?… Read the rest