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Are you in China? 😮

What are you doing with yourself there?

Maybe I will write about my evening somewhere else. But this is an optimal template for weekends, I think.
I feel energised.… Read the rest

I just don’t want to go into the evening with this kind of energy in my soul.

It is not okay. But I feel like I need to open up my perspective too.

Maybe we are just friends.

I hope you have a nice evening/day.… Read the rest

Cheers, though.

I feel too happy to stay angry today.

It was not nice.

And I still think you are probably not a very good person,

If you can take your partner on some holiday somewhere,

Totally break my brain,

And just do this with me, while you are doing all that with her.… Read the rest

It is hard to write today. And that should be warning enough.

My brain has been adjusting to the new scenario.

It has been pretty uncomfortable,

And it makes me think this whole endeavour is not good for me.

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I find it difficult, if not impossible to ignore you – **at the current time.

I don’t want to ‘open up’ anymore, though. It is embarrassing. And I have no real reason to trust you.

Maybe I just need to re-imagine this conversation (if you can call it that).… Read the rest

Could I take the emphasis OFF Turtle?

There is at least one other person who follows this blog. Why do I get so hooked by this ‘Turtle story’?

Maybe I should go out and recruit some other readers. That might put a cat amongst the pigeons.… Read the rest

It is not just my reaction to the chocolate.

I don’t like the person who feels so much love (it is limerence actually),

For someone who goes and lives their life with someone else.

It is so dumb.

And I feel so trapped in it.… Read the rest

I wanted to come and say goodnight.

Maybe this will all be worth it if we grow as people… am I right?… Read the rest

I don’t feel like you have any desire to take care of me, or my feelings.

I don’t think you care about how I feel at all.

But yeah, I am trapped right now.

So, this is the twilight zone.

All my opening up,

All my vulnerability.… Read the rest

I don’t believe that you care about me though.

I am sure it is very nice to have me dangling on your hook,

And I feel it is more likely that you and your friends are having a big laugh about it all.… Read the rest