Blah LaLa (page 12)

away moves

I can’t do this!

The very act of reaching out and being vulnerable,

Makes my world cave in.

I feel so insecure in the world,

I feel so unloveable.

And that is because I have absolutely no reason,

To feel secure in the world.… Read the rest

No one special

I am going to level with you,

Because that is the kind of person I want to be.

Yesterday morning I had a bit of an epiphany.

I realised that you just aren’t that into me.

I mean, clearly.

Obviously!

I know you may push back about this, maybe.… Read the rest

minced

I would give anything for a good night’s sleep.

My brain and my soul is minced.

So much for studying tonight.

I knew the bed was going to be an issue,

But I wasn’t aware of how much it would affect my life.… Read the rest

Dog love

Little Molly is so adorable,

So lovable,

So sweet.

She is standing on the couch just looking at me,

With love in her eyes.

I had to go over and give her a big hug.… Read the rest

beyond the hurt

The way you treat me really hurts,

And I am not sure that writing here is taking me somewhere good.

Writing, yes.

And maybe it is worth putting up with the hurt,

But where is this place taking me, really?… Read the rest

directions

I won’t know if you have visited my world until tomorrow.

And so, all that is left is to make moves towards what feels like vitality.

Writing does feel like vitality,

When it doesn’t try to piece together a conversation,

Where there may not be one,

Or the meaning is not clear.… Read the rest

wholesome holiday

Just about to make a plan for some weekend cookery,

I am hungrier in Molly and Digby’s house,

And healthy food feels even more wholesome here.

The whole space makes me want to spend my time doing wholesome things.

Maybe it is all the plants,

Or the company of dogs.… Read the rest