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against the grain

Feeling a bit sad.

The idea of literally CHOOSING to walk back into that fire,

Feels pretty wrong on some level.

I feel it in my gut.

On the other hand, if I am honest,

I feel like shit right now.… Read the rest

what are you up to?

Aching muscles and low energy,

Maybe it was the late night,

Or a different rate of metabolism.

I am not sure.

I am excited to come home,

And share some thoughts with you.

Tonight I will accompany my client to the comedy,

For now, I want to do something

That will enervate my spirit.… Read the rest

I love my life

Imagine this,

It is a cosy, Tuesday evening in 2024,

I have spent the day in a mix of

An adventure, empathy, conversation,

And playing around on the Internet,

Or flexing my talent for practicality,

Or creativity,

Depending on the hour.… Read the rest

purpose

Reach out to connect,

But it is a collection of inconsistencies,

So, it feels safer to assume,

That this is random.

Perhaps we share some interests,

All the better for reading, exploring and learning. 🙂… Read the rest

Curious

Hmmmm, right.

May I ask what you are doing here?

Because you don’t want to talk to me.

What do you tell yourself?

I don’t believe it is me,

That you want.… Read the rest

not exactly mutual

Anything that I do,

Is worth considering,

If it has the potential for growth.

And I am wondering,

If the reason why you remain anonymous to me,

Is because you are not who I think you are.

No judgment,

But this would be a good time to let me know.… Read the rest

what to do?

I want to write.

But, I don’t want to have a conversation,

Where the only things that are real,

Are things that I have said.

This is conversation based on false assumptions,

And the hype.

And so,

What to doooo?… Read the rest