Then the dam bursts,
And I want to talk.
Such a strange feeling,
To go back out into the world.
I feel it in my body,
The difference between playing in a virtual world,
And a real one.… Read the rest
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Then the dam bursts,
And I want to talk.
Such a strange feeling,
To go back out into the world.
I feel it in my body,
The difference between playing in a virtual world,
And a real one.… Read the rest
Looking forward,
To a trip to the country tomorrow,
The sunshine is so divine,
The best time of the year.… Read the rest
Not sure where to channel,
the rumbling power that is building inside.
Building,
And decaying,
In some form of tidal,
Breath.
It makes me want to get some boxing gloves on,
Feels so good (and strange).… Read the rest
At least I am not waiting around,
For the least amount of effort.
My home feels better for it.
My heart feels better for it.
Thank goodness I am beginning to feel anger,
The tiniest hint of it.
So much to be grateful for,
And EFF THIS SHIZ!!… Read the rest
There is a cross purpose here,
Because if I felt something like ‘love’ for you,
Then perhaps I wouldn’t open the curtain to my soul,
And let you see all of my working out.
But this is the effing internet,
And so, I don’t have any sunglasses.… Read the rest
Making broccoli soup,
And missing you.… Read the rest
Writing feels closed to me tonight.
Another way to give up my power.
All the things that I choose NOT to say,
After finding the rumble inside.… Read the rest
It is so nice to come back to my body.
This was such a disembodied experience.
So outside of what can be seen or tasted.
Waiting for me beyond those doors can be touched.… Read the rest
It is such a strange and totally unexpected consequence,
Now I feel like you don’t want to hear from me,
And in the process I have totally stifled my voice.
A voice that was such a lovely thing to find.… Read the rest
I am not sure if this is what you set out to achieve, but this one sided connection has over time had a big detrimental impact on how I feel about myself and my world.
I feel like your lack of input and investment has reached new lows.… Read the rest