Hmmmm. It is all very interesting. . . I hope you aren’t expecting me to come and visit. I feel the same way I did about it 9 months ago. In other words ‘why should I?’ How much work am I expected to do, while you do the bare minimum?… Read the rest
Blah LaLa (page 3)
something is not right
what’s up? I get the sense that something is bothering you.
And I am starting to feel resentful about all the emotional labour I have to do, for us.
I am at a low ebb because my night has been filled with thoughts about how my readers (or people I read), want to harm me.… Read the rest
so hectic
Things feel more peaceful without the manufactured hype that is SoulG.
I am not sure if me abandoning that project upsets anyone,
Maybe it is for the best in any case!… Read the rest
back on my shit
Good morning,
I can’t believe that I deleted all that ‘rubbish’, and yet here I am doing it all again!
It is not ideal.
But there is only one month until our deadline, so I feel there is an endpoint to this.… Read the rest
rasputin (hehe) and his elves
It is going to be a ‘life admin’ day tomorrow. . . according to the planetary alignments, , , so says Sook, , , heh. . .
I feel it. tomorrow I want anything superfluous G.O.N>E
hey, are people upset about the soulG thing?… Read the rest
give me strength ((and so much sleep))
my hormones are doing a number on me.
i feel seedy and fragile, even though i had only 1/3 of a beer last night.
there is nothing i can do but ride it out.… Read the rest
beautiful day to be at home
working at home can be nice,
especially having the time to go and get my heart rate up
and the fun times of talking to people about website stuff.
I feel the urge to talk more though.
Hopefully, I can find the best of both worlds.… Read the rest
something sustainable
A solid plan.
I need a partner though.
A critical requirement for when my world goes to the birds.
It is exciting.
Except, the last time I started working with someone, I got written out of the script.
And a good thing too!… Read the rest
songs of worse, sometimes
I tried to team up with someone on LittleG,
And it has stalled,
Until I push it forward. . .
It has stalled because I don’t believe it is going to work.
Post haste.… Read the rest
focus
Perhaps the worst thing I could do is try to go it alone.
I need to team up with someone,
And the worst thing is that there are so many possibilities,
I need to focus on one.… Read the rest